ive been walking so many days
ive been talking in my sleep
cause baby thats where we meet(yes it is)
im still haunted by your words
im still cut by your eyes
ive got a hole in shirt
from where you cut me open
left an empty cavity
not left from something sweet
no heart left to beat
im cold and broken
under water choking
im hot coals turning to ash
getting ready for the next fire to burn
cleaning out the box
gotta make room for the new
now ive got to say
thank you anyway
youre haunting words helped
guiding my way away
from a useless lie
now i will rest in peace
I dont find you in my sleep
goodbye you creep
To be taken advantage of.
One’s kindness they possess.
What’s hidden is my love.
I apologize, I confess.
I show this feeling quite often
In unpredictable ways.
Your feelings for me seem to soften
On moody, gloomy days.
Although it may not seem like it,
I really, truly care.
For your emotions I may hit.
For this I am aware.
So why do I put these pains on you?
Why do I continue to put you through?
All of these burdens of hopelessness.
For you, on me, you seem to obsess.
I cannot explain the answer.
For you will doubt me so.
Your heart troubles with emotional cancer.
To protect yourself, I must go.
Sorry for the pain I’ve permitted.
I know this is all of my fault.
The death of your heart I’ve committed.
Please, lock it up in a black laced vault.
I need no more to taunt you, dear.
I am that of a hypocrite, easy to see.
“Will our love last?” is what you fear.
And me being me, I just smile with glee.
my inspiration to make this worth.
i have more to give than what i am giving.
my heart, my soul, my entire earth.
you make me feel like living.
touch you as i may and might.
my hands desire your spine.
sorry if i may give a fright.
but damn baby, you so fine.
yearning for that special day of mine.
not of september, 2008.
but yes, of september, 2009.
for the 10th i cannot wait.
during school, a hand on my cheek.
close my eyes; begin to ponder.
it is you that makes me feel so weak.
my thoughts just love to wander.
doodles with meaning, doodles without.
drawing some hearts; emotions let out.
i want to be with you.
i want to be with you.
to see your face; to hear your voice.
being with you may just be my only choice.
a choice that is good; a choice that is bad.
it may be the best choice that i have ever had.
i could forever remain in your arms.
seeing your face with all of its charms.
bound to leave, i may throw a fit.
feelings contained are always true.
and although you might not really know it.
i wrote this poem just for you.
[you know it.]